Cookie Speaks

The journey of a mother who relinquished her first son to adoption - and the path back to each other. Thoughts on search, reunion, open records and reform.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Busted - Part 2

Hopefully, my beloved boss isn't reading this! He may be. I am not being sarcastic here, I like him a whole lot. He has been very patient with me! But, we had another talk today. I have greatly curtailed my surfing at work, but, not enough. Now, I really have to! None of my attempts to be more subtle worked. So, I have to stop surfing at work entirely. Very interesting talk we had today! Curiosity got the best of him, so he checked the "history" part on Yahoo and sure enough, Cookie's Blog was there. He was very impressed with the set-up of the blog. Didn't know I had that in me, but, I told him it was mostly Blogspot, not me. And yes, he did read the blog entry entitled "Busted". Believe it or not, he even saw Kippa's comment about her thinking my boss must be "Job". Yipes! We were laughing about it! He read enough to comment, "You are really in a great deal of pain." No, duh? (Sorry, boss, if you're reading!) Also made some comment about how he wonders if maybe I am "perpetuating it". You know, by writing, still thinking about it? Funny thing is, compared to a few years ago, I am soooo much better. Mostly, I am in pretty good shape now. Except for those whammies that pop up when you least expect them to. Anyway ladies, I will keep on bopping away, but, I cannot write anymore at work! My boss is a great guy, I like what I do, know how to do what I am doing, make good money and need to keep working at least a few more years. I really would like to stay where I am till then. So.....that means I gotta be good and not email or write at work. I will keep reading at night at home. If I am commenting and writing less - it's only cause I will have so little time - not cause I don't love reading your wonderful mama voices!